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Failure

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Failure washes over me
In stinking waves of self-loathing and misery.

I am not any less than anyone
So why does it take such a toll on my heart?
It seeps into the very bone
And my existence is nothing but short of art,
Of credit, of simple purpose.

I am left to feel the putridity of my soul,
To dive in those ruthless thoughts
Taking apart my being, whole,
Leaving the body to deal with the aftermath.

I long for the day I'll feel nothing.
As an empty shell, a corpse,
When indeed I'll be nothing.

Just so I can go on living.
I guess this is the result of dealing with depression?

In case anyone worries, I am not thinking of killing myself xD just so you know.
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katsumoto82's avatar
a bit morbid
die for living another life
forget to be reborn